Selasa, Agustus 30, 2011.
hahaha secara ga sadar banyak orang yang jilat ludahnya sendiri.

{ 11.03 }

would you cry if you saw me cry
would you save my soul tonight
am i too deep?
but baby you are not with me now
all the night these blues got me down
i carry the weight like an old ball and chain
guess its all meant to be, for love to cause me misery


{ 10.55 }

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...


it's hard to realize this is the end of everything. just let me cry through the night


{ 02.53 }

gue gatau berapa kali gue buat salah. berapa kali gue ngulang hal yang sama. berapa kali gue minta sebuah saran yang gue pun tau gue gak sanggup buat lakuin. gue tau gue egois. gue tau gue batu. gue tau orangnya selalu ngelawan. gue juga gabisa kontrol itu semua
saat orang mau gue ngelakuin sesuatu, gue gasuka. gue mau nentang. tapi apa yang keluar dari mulut gue selalu gue mau coba. selalu gue mau usahain. selalu gue mau buktiin kalo gue bisa. tapi selalu gagal dan gapernah berhasil

i've lost you once. why on earth that i give other people chance so i have to lose you without any fighting. i'm sorry. i'm a bitch for you now. i know yesterday was the last time i saw your face. i'm sorry. but these days are fuckingly hard. i want your smile and your big warm hug. i know it's too much and not appropriate because i don't deserve those things. but i need it so bad. please tell me when these jealousy are killing me everything is going to be okay. everything will be just fine.

i know i'm on the edge
i know i can't get you back
i know you won't forgive me
i know it's easy for me to give up on you
i know i'm absolutely not good for you
i know i had done something wrong, even God can't give me a mercy


but it's too late. too fuckingly late


{ 02.21 }

Stella Marcella
30th March